I hate this.

My apartment gym is literally right across the hall from me. I mean, I open my apartment door and the door right in front of me, is the door for the gym. It’s two steps away from me, and I have never gone in there… I hear people in there at all hours of the day and I’m too scared to go in there by myself and start working out. I wish I had someone to go with me so I wouldn’t feel like such a loser. I have the easiest access to this place out of everyone here and I’m too much of a pussy to go in there by myself. Maybe I’ll work up the nerve to try again tomorrow…

This weather is bullshit. I just want it to snow already!

Quite pissed that the football game and the fucking debate took over my tv programs for the night. But at least I still have It’s Always Sunny on in 30 min!!!!

It’s been 3 weeks since I’ve had a cigarette!

Feels goooooood!

Oh ya and I bought an Andrew Jackson Jihad / O Pioneers!!! - Cassette tape as well today.

Haven’t had a cigarette in exactly 1 week. Feels good.

These centipedes are going to kill me…

Have to call the office tomorrow because there’s no fucking way I can live like this anymore! Scared to be in my apartment and I can’t sleep because they’re always in my room. Fuck this ground level apartment, I’m telling them to get rid of them or move me to a different apartment. I don’t pay almost $700 a month to live in fear and be uncomfortable all the time and sleep in my recliner instead of my own bed. Hate this place hardcore.

I’ve received so many vinyls today, and the past week or so, but I’m too lazy to take pics right now.

plus my new apartment has sweet ass wood flooring that will be nicer to take pics anyways.

My Seahaven - Ghost EP vinyl / The acoustic sessions cassette came today!

I predict the Seahaven lighthouse shirt to get here tomorrow or the next day, since he said he shipped them out at the same time.. I’m fucking so happy right now!!

Thrift store finds from yesterday.

A Get Up Kids shirt
A Batman ringer shirt
A Star Wars shirt
Chronicles of Narnia
The Girl With A Dragon Tattoo

I’ll post some pics later….

Now I wait for No Sleep Records to get their site working so I can get some vinyls!

Sad.

So at work today one of the truck drivers came up to get his papers and was making small talk with us about our plans for the weekend and whatnot, and when I asked him what his plans were he replies with, “Yeah I’m going to have to shoot my cat”…. He then explains that his cat has been a ‘little sick’ and he doesn’t have money to take him to the vet…. So he’s just going to fucking shoot his cat! I mean is it just me, or is this just completely crazy to anyone else? I don’t want the cat to suffer or anything if it’s really sick and can’t be cured, but this guy doesn’t know this for sure and he’s just going to shoot it! And he wasn’t upset or anything either, he said all this completely casual while I’m on the verge of tears. This just completely bummed me out and I know I’m going to end up asking him about it Monday even though I don’t really want to hear it but I know I’ll ask. This just furthers my opinion, ‘If you can’t afford to treat a pet the same way you would treat a human, you shouldn’t be allowed to have one’.

This week…

• Going to schedule a tattoo appointment this week to start working of my legs.
• Going to try and hit the gym up after work a few nights.
• Not going to any fast food place, at all this week.
• Going to look for a new cheap bike.
• Going to finish up my Balance and Composure shoes.
• And probably will try to reevaluate my life as usual.

What a great day!

Finally got my pink copy of Balance and Composure - Only Boundaries vinyl. Got my 13/16” Bloodwood plugs from heartonsleevejewelry.com (which btw are fucking awesome and I got them ridiculously quick!!) And found out that I’m off work this Friday for the holiday!! I’m super happy which is something that doesn’t happen that often.